Yesterday was my first group ride in I don't know how long. But a long time. I do like them but they have there positives and negatives. It usually entails a bunch of ego hungry men that need to prove something and then a mishmash of others. I always get a kick out of all of the different personalities and bikes.
As I we began the ride yesterday I soon realized that I totally forgot about my relationship with the wind AND my saddle. They have both been rocky ones. Living in the midwest with absolutely no elevation causes tornado like winds on the farm roads. Yesterday was just like that. It felt like pushing against a wall the entire ride! It probably didn't help that I have been on the bike 3 times since giving birth but still it was a freaking wall! I tried to stay with the big boys but couldn't do it for long. Even when I was grinding and grinding on the road against the tornado like winds I LOVED every moment. We are so lucky to be able to do this and push our bodies to the limits that we do. My relationship with the wind has been a rocky and tumultuous one but one that I always find rewarding in the end.
AHHH, but my relationship with my saddle by no means is EVER good. I swear I think I have tried every saddle on earth and every pair of cycling shorts to find the perfect fit. I don't think I will ever find it. No matter what I wear or what I sit on it will always hurts. I have come to the conclusion that my saddle and I will never have a successful relationship and I will have to be okay with that. (And ladies, if you have any new ideas for me on this please let me know, I am always up to trying new stuff)